...and after you slide down into a place of upcoming darkness, a purgatory, a borderline between complete feebleness and your source of power, and accept it, embrace it, whilst knowing that nothing on earth or any other dimensions will make you give up, something in the atmosphere starts to shift a little.

i was there under the metronome after they have finished playing music, absolutely fascinated with beautiful people around me. they were all slowly crawling down the stairs to squeeze inside of the night trams to move on to the parties with sparkles in their eyes. the night was young. i was people watching, amused with their everything - behaviour, smiles, words, details of their being.

and as i was thinking of my personal challenge for the evening - meeting a random person for the sake of doing it, the challenge came to me in a shape of a guy with the eyes that i always fall for. the earring with a key he had found on the ground, the hat, the voice, his name, strange moves, inability to get comfortable, random rambles and absolute boldness immediately got something in me. another lost soul.

we might never meet again, but there is a ghost of one of my dreams around him. it is at his hands now.

and then here comes this immense sense of strength, clarity and love.
i am absolutely in love with my life. and there is no apparent reason for it. i just am.